I Guess I Am Socially Awkward Now

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I still contemplated whether should I write this post or not. But the thing is I want to pour the words out of my mind to somewhere without doing the talks. I guess that I already start to write, it's better to proceed, doesn't it?

There's a lot of things that I have in my mind. One that I'm afraid to share it and two, I don't have someone to share it with. Although, yes I have a friend, I mean, my very best friend and she's married and currently pregnant hence I do not want to disturb her so, I guess the only place is here - my blog.

The thing is what I want to share here is not a big deal. It just that sometimes you do need someone to talk with, right? I just realized I don't really have that many friends, although of course I do make friends at work and try to make friends on social media (Instagram, Twitter etc) and blog as well, however, I realize that I do not know how to maintain a conversation, I do not know how to start a conversation like hi and then, what? Does that mean, I am socially awkward or do I forgot how to begin a conversation? I guess I might forget how since my daily life is at work and then back home, mingling with my family and spend my time reading more.

If I have to be honest with you, I do not communicate and/or appear much on the WhatsApp group because one, most of their conversation are all about their kids sometimes games less general things and how am I supposed to include myself in that kind of conversation? What am I supposed to say? So, I just being a silent reader. Hiks.

This is why my life is always with my family, my cat and my books. To concluded this post as I have no idea what to write more other than confess to you that, yes, I am socially awkward and I forget how to begin a conversation even continue the conversation so, give me some ideas on how to not be socially awkward and makes the conversation continually wonderfully, joyfully. Lol

See you in next post.

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