Twenty Six

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Do people happy to celebrate their birthday as they're gaining one more year older?
Because I dont

I wish we dont have 17th of November in our calendar this year. It's okay for me if 16th jump straight to 18th. It's okay for me if I can stay at Twenty-five for two years. It's okay

Time flies fast this decade, I cant even catch up with the surrounding and how I wish I could be a teenager again.

Personality disorder. 🎈


As the clock passed 12 midnight, I received a few of birthday wishes from my friends which I dont expect them to stay up just to wish my birthday. What a touuuuuuuuuuuched T_T Honestly, after a moment of silence, I stared blankly to my phone and started to cry hard. Idk suddenly I became a bit emotional. Mungkin tengah pms. Senang tersentuh. Twenty-six. I still have a lot of things that I want to achieve. I should save a lot of money by now, but apparently, it doesnt happenned. I'm envious with the people who can do & achieved a lot of things while I'm still doubt my self.

I wish I could stop the clock.
I wish my mum can stop growing old.


Ok. drop that part.

So, this year, I had received a few of surprise from my officemates and my bff ❤️
Malu siot dah tetua pun celebrate besday -_-

The pictures were missing. Ni je yg tinggal T.T


Thanks for all the wishes and presents
Thanks mommy buatkan nasi ayam, ayam besaq besaq

Nothing more i wish other than I wish I could be better than I was yesterday
I wish I could be "useful" person for everyone. 
Thanks Mommy for raising me well. To dad, never once I forget bout you and I do missed you so bad. 
xoxoTo the better days, Inshaallah

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