The Words I Wish To Hear No The Words I Need To Hear

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 I still remember the first time I took the Love Language Test, I got the words of affirmation. Maybe it's because I'm not used to hear praises and compliments, as I also grew up in that typical asian family.
Few days ago, I had a bad dream. A bad sad dream, that I woke up I still crying. It felt so real. But I never told anyone about that dream. The next day, I had a FaceTime call with my best friend. Before we went to sleep, she told me

"Atiqah, I wish all the happiness in the world come to you."
"Atiqah, I wish you will not be sad too often."
Little did she know, that I cried hearing that. I can feel the pureness in that words. Bestie, I wish nothing but all the good things will come to you too <3
Also, few days ago I conducted an event which took a heavy toll on me. But Alhamdulillah, everything goes well. It's just the thing that I couldn't control did happened, so I don't know to blame who. I cried very hard on that day. 
After that good cry, I took a step to go out and meet a lot of people. I met my junior, he gave me a box of chocolate with "Kak Atiqah, 今日のイベントお疲れ様です！" written on top of it. He said that he really 感動 seeing all the hardworks and he really thanks and congratulate me. 
And a lot of people said the same thing to me. "Thank you Atiqah." "You did a great job." blablabla
At that time, I was a little bit of skeptical, are they saying that because they heard rumor about me crying?
But when I asked my friend, do they heard anything about me crying and they said no, I guess the people who congratulated and thanked me really mean it and not to console me or what so ever.
Thinking back, I really did a great job. I endure it very well.
Thanks to all my team for making it possible.
I guess, we just need to be nice to every people that we meet. Say only the good things.
We never know what they're facing or struggling with right?

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